Life of Pi: Response To Reading

I am currently at the part where the swarm of Flying Fish had flopped around past, over, and onto the boat. One of the fish is caught by Pi. To eat, he was to kill the fish but had resented to. Even with a cover over, he refused to break the neck. This is almost like me. I always despise to carry out the act of ending a life. There's just a part inside of me that refuses to act in such a way.